dean never knew what his first word was. he knew sam’s was ‘dean’ - something that made him smile, even at his age - but he never knew his

he never knew that while mary and john had been out of the room, he’d crawled over to the television, eyes blown wide as he watched angels with fluffy wings fly around in the sky 

he never knew that he’d raised a sticky finger, pressed it to the screen and said ‘cas’

and ironically, he never knew that what turned out to be his first word would also be his last